The small groups were difficult to fit into. I remember going onto the churches website to get into them only to find out that many of them didn’t exist anymore. It’s just a who do you know world (even in the church).
I did that too. Am not much of a joiner, and I was in the music ministry, so we had our own group. I kind of liked the anonymity of the larger church, and I really loved all the good teaching about how to live a Christian life.