Evolution is nothing more than a materialist belief system imposed on the unobservable, unrepeatable past. The fact that you don’t see this speaks volumes about how successful our Temple of Darwin reeducation centers were at brainwashing you into believing that darwood’s fanciful creation myth in any way resembles hard science.
Science is by definition materialist, since it doesn't deal with spiritual mumbo-jumbo. As for the past being unobservable, I would suggest you go on a fossil dig some time, but maybe you would just think fossils are God's way of testing your faith, as they believed in the middle ages.
I would hazard to guess that you don't live in a cave or a monastery, so your dedication to spirituality over materialism is honored more in the breach than the observance.