Same here. Our school hallway had a big television and we were all gathered around, perhaps even a bit jaded about launches, and then, confusion followed those agonizing shots of wayward trails...
I was sick to my stomach and numb. Twice in my life I felt that way. The other was 9-11.
Yeah, I felt numb too. My mind just wouldn’t re-boot for some time. I think 9-11 hit me harder but the anger that came with it burned off that stunned feeling faster.