My 22 year old daughter was hysterical. She went on a website to find out how she could get a work VISA for Australia. I had to sleep at her aparment. The poor kid was hyperventalling.
I’m so sorry.
It’s bad enough being 47 and wondering what the remainder of your life will be like.
It must be hell to be so young with so many potentially draconian years before you.
I will pray for you both, as I’m sure many others here will.