I quite understand that; I want to start a B2B service business but I’m kinda light on the cash and I feel like I am generally spinning my wheels without making any progress.
Then you are not thinking properly. If what you want to do isou of reach, do something else that is in reach as a springboard to jump start what you want to do.
One must always be one's own worst critic- it could be that your desires are not well met- I was always a great singer, and figured I was going to be the next big thing... When it became evident that I was never going further than Saturday night at the honkytonk, I had to adjust my direction.