So, would you follow suit, too?
I merely measured a 167 IQ on the standardized tests back in the 60's. Now, I am 60, and have grown acquainted with how little I know, much less the amount of information I can process, at any rate.
I have formal education and lots more from the school of hard knocks. I have been to war, and have seen the whites of their eyes. I have suffered loss, and gained more in replacement. I love the life that I live, and know my Creator personally.
I have studied "religions", and have made my own conclusions. I accept those things of which I do not have complete knowledge. I seek to know more.
I talk with God. You call it prayer. I am mere mortal, but He offers me hope. He is as real, to me, as the keyboard upon which I type... and He loves you, too. He gave His life for you. Believe it, or not.