Yes....
The disorganization is the worst...Anxiety is second.
Disfunctional? If all hell breaks loose for 1 and 2, yes.
For me they were a Godsend.
For my brother, they make a mean person well, almost nice ;)
BTW, I’m am a ADDer of the easily distracted, short attention span, inattentive, easily bored, always late, daydreaming, slow mover type.
And yes, the meds have made me a better and more productive person. All those dreams that got lost before now find life-— in projects, in schedules, in writing, in dances. I’m not embarassed for ‘zoning’ out. I’m late less and actually on time most of the time! Mostly, I’m not losing something every other minute or literally feeling lost inside my own head. IOW, my thought processes I can organize and control.
So yeah, this is one adult who says that I have a far far better quality of life than I did before.
Having read your honest answer, I can only say, keep on dancing.
Wish you the best.