"I bash myself to sleep, what you (and your pentecostal friends) sow I will reap.....
I scar myself you see...I wish I wasn't me
I hate therefore I am....god @#%$ your righteous hand
I throw a little fit, I slit my teenage wrist
record me with your fist
the most I can learn....is the records that you burn
you want me to save the world...I'm just a little boy
....get your gun"
I continue to be struck by his physical abuse analogies. And he appears to appropriate other's suffering and own it as his own in several places. The homeschooler who was physically abused. The girl who was physically abused by her mom. He writes as if those abuses were done to him.
Did you see any mention of his dad? He really seemed to have issues with his mom though. In his mind could this have been to punish her?
That was a weird one..I was getting read to copy and paste it myself.