What makes you think I haven't already been down that road. Only when you understand that God has more faith in us, than we will ever have in him, will you realize the error of your ways...and the signs and evidences are all around you. All you need do is look and listen...
Been there, done that, got the T-shirt(s). Once you realize that God doesn't exist, considering whether that imaginary God has faith in me doesn't make sense.