Trying to understand this. To make light of it...do you mean like the by-product of feeling a bowel movement before it comes? LOL. Bear with me. LOL.
Ok..I know you are serious and I am not right now. My apologies.
"Why do you assume that there is any meaning behind the fact that we are aware of our own existence and are able to question our place in the universe?"
I question everything and I admit to trying to follow logic when there is no logic in some cases.