((hugs)) fatima. It is sad, and don’t feel bad if you aren’t comfy here, dear FRiend. You wouldn’t be the only good person here at FR who would be happier doing some other things.
I’ve got a prayer thread set up you might like to check out instead:
http://www.freerepublic.com/focus/f-chat/1822257/posts
It’s prayers for the election campaign season.