As sick as it is, I know someone who did just that because she wanted to experience it.
Trouble is, she decided an ultrasound wouldn't affect her.
Now, she's gotten really bitter and violently pro-choice. Before I could talk with her and she respected my beliefs, but now she's so vehement about, "It's not a baby!" she snaps at everything. It definitely affected her. She yelled at a woman who regretted her own abortion because "It's stupid to think it's a baby! I had an abortion and I'm FINE because it was just TISSUE, so stop WHINING." I'm really worried about her, but...it's hard to feel sorry for her because she purposely abandoned her birth control and got pregnant so that she could abort, against her boyfriend's wishes by the way, so she's not the only one who's suffering because she had her baby killed. Her baby's dead, her boyfriend's devestated, and she's obviously going through something, and it was all due to her own choices. But the abortionist got paid, so at least someone came out a winner!
OMG!
Well I think, judging from your post that she feels GUILTY. otherwise she wouldnt be so reactionary.
while i realize all abortions are deliberate, hers was even more so from a spiritual and mental perspective.
she wasnt put in a position to "choose" or agonized over her "choice" as some claim. she made it up in her mind and exuted her plan.
im pretty sure, that it is a kindve guilt that cuts right to the bone.
She probally doesnt want to hear anything that remotly hints that what she did was monstrous, so she lashes out at everyone.
most that run that far pro choice (out of guilt, not out of pride) usually become the biggest advocates against abortion, later.
be patient with her. I would imagine she will need alot of compassion. lecturing her will only push her farther to the other side.
what a sad, sad story:(
Classic case of post abortion trauma. Have her visit Rachel's Vineyard Ministries for help. She needs to know, she's not alone.