I know how you feel. I used to be a foolish, hate-filled liberal myself.
I hope your cure finds you during this year.
Actually someone posted that on another tread to me, I have not been a liberal since Ford pardoned Nixon..
before then I was a rabbit Socialist, then read The Federal Papers, Bill of Rights, Constitution, things they didn't have me read in school.
And a weird thing happened, I realized that these dead guys wrote what I believed before I even believeed it.