For the THIRD time: are you going to tell us how you "played with fire" and what lumps you took? You raised the subject, now are you going to answer the question?
Yeah - answer the question. Demonstrate to us who you behaved in a similar situation.
You can ask a hundred times if you want. I made plenty of dumb choices in my college days and I suffered the just consequences for a good many years. Now, for you, I'm supposed to put it all out here so that people who know me on this board but know nothing about my past can know all about it now? Yeah, right.