It's crystal clear to me. I always knew there will be many end-time martyrs, not that I presume to know where we are in the timeline.
I don't romanticize martyrdom at all, hope I don't have to be confronted with that test, but would like to pass it, family or not.
My faith is not some game. I don't care if Peter denied Christ three times or not. He did not convert to any other religion. He got another chance. I might not.