Christians have "whys" too and I have been known to be far from chirper at times. During those times however, we are probably closer to God, than ever though, praying and asking questions. Accepting His will be done , knowing that he knows things that we don't, and that he can use bad for good, can be a struggle but if you can get there, you will know peace. I was serious that in the end all will be well with this child but that she has a purpose now. What is it? I don't know. Maybe , it is to touch someone's heart at that hospital that seems rather cold. Maybe it is to touch the heart of that reporter that seems to be drawn towards her but by his pictures almost afraid to get too close. Maybe it is for us, right here that see her, to touch our hearts in some special way? Lot's of maybes. We don't know but there is a calmness, in trusting that the Lord is watching over this baby.
I know you were serious.
It seems a deeply cruel way to use a child.