Thank you for all of the replies. I'll have to do some research of my own. I didn't know there was a difference between moral and ceremonial laws. Very intersting.
I didn't reply to you directly, Mazda, but I had a long post that might give you some more perspectives. I don't recall the post number, but someone did respond to it later in the thread. I hope that God will work all of this together for your good. I dare say, though I don't want to speak for other posters, that there are those who are praying for you. Good on you for keeping an open mind!