You mean their search for the truth and an understanding of how we came to be?
Regardless, it sounds like your 'disbelief' is based on your religious indoctrination and not on the physical evidence.
At least some of the supporting physical evidence has been manufactured or manipulated. How much? I can't know because I can't trust the people doing the research. The tactics (I see) supporting Evolution in Universities are the exact same tactics I see supporting Liberal Social policies. Ridicule, denial of funding and tenure, name-calling.
I PROMISE, I want to know the truth. One of my pet peeves with the Right is when we ignore facts that we find uncomfortable or defend politicians doing the indefensible because they have an R by their name. I don't want to be one of those people. If Evolution is right, I want to believe it.
If God doesn't exist, I'd like to know about it. It would keep me from missing the first quarter of the early NFL games.