Your descriptions are remarkably similar to my own experience. Many years ago, after a terrible accident I was dead on the street (later revived by CPR). I remember a feeling of total acceptance and peace. I did not want to return. I was shown some of the things I had to look forward to and convinced to return (I was 15 at the time). For many years after that I met people, went to places, and did things that I had seen in advance. I was not shown everything about my future, just enough to tease me into coming back. After the experience my life was changed. One thing is certain, I have absolutely no fear of death.
" One thing is certain I have absolutely no fear of death."
Anyone who has had an NDE or contact with the afterlife says the same thing. I'd be interested to hear more of what was revealed to you and how it came to pass.
My best friend was brutally murdered and his body was hacked into pieces. The night after his death, I was lying on the couch and saw a pinprick of light across the room. The light magnified in intensity and floated closer to me until it hovered over my head.
Man, I'm getting goosebumps just reliving all this.
I was totally lucid and was studying and examining this light - awed but unafraid. It all felt so peaceful, and I knew it was my friend - it was his light. Then the light turned into what I can only describe as a ball of energy like looking inside a brilliant atomic molecule - ablaze with indescribable and pulsating.
I swear I have never taken any hallucinogenics. This was so real.
Then to my amazement the ball of light-energy descended to my feet and I felt it enter through the soles of my feet. I was overwhelmed with the warmest rolling undulations coursing through my body - like I was being washed with pure love inside. It lasted for about 5 minutes then the ball of light hovered over me again and then retreated to a pinprick and disappeared.
The same thing happened the very next night. And that was the last time. Even more interestingly, a medical condition I had never surfaced again. It's been 7 years.
Am I a believer you bet. There is no reason to scoff or be afraid of the life after. I also believe in reincarnation ("In my Father's House there are many mansions" , and history says it was once taught by the church until 325AD.
I still miss my friend. They say it takes a second to fall in love but a lifetime to forget someone. So true.