It can be fun, can't it? Other times, its just damn scary.
Not that scary. Look, it's life. If you're lucky you get born and along the way you grow up, flirt, drink, fight, get hurt, heal, hear some good music, see some sights, both man made and natural, raise the family etc. etc. at some point ya die and the last thing going through your mind should be, "damn, that was fun!"