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Yes, and she even is extremely afraid of just being embarrassed. That is why she strikes out at people so viciously who she perceives hurt her.
Do you ever feel that we are Amateur shrinks for these mentally ill people? I cannot imagine being so driven that you would suffer humiliation after humiliation for decades and still put yourself through more to come for a Power that you will never achieve. she is not willing to admit that she is such a mean,nasty,two faced,hanger on turn-off to even Dems that she will never get a plurality of voters to pick her to be President.