If you take each day as it comes doing the best you can, the days will add up and suddenly you will find yourself in a new future. Self examination for identifying change and goals or visions needed and wanted and making lists of things to do towards that end every day, will take you into a new reality. Some days will be better than others but keep plugging away. Praying really does give you wisdom, ideas, energy and hope. Good luck!
I used to believe that. Use to pray daily for years. But things kept getting worse the more I prayed. So I said what is the use. I only pray for the well being of my children. All else is a crap shoot.