"'I feel as calm as the summer morn,' Lee told the gathering, 'and I have done nothing intentionally wrong. My conscience is clear before God and man....Not a particle of mercy have I asked of the court, the world, or officials to spare my life. I do not fear death, I shall never go to a worse place that I am now in...I am a true believer in the gospel of Jesus Christ. I do not believe everything that is now being taught and practiced by Brigham Young. I do not care who hears it. It is my last word--it is so. I believe he is leading the people astray, downward to destruction. But I believe in the gospel that was taught in its purity by Joseph Smith...I have been sacrificed in a cowardly, dastardly manner....Having said this, I feel resigned. I ask the Lord, my God, if my labors are done, to receive my spirit.' "Lee shook hands with those around them and resumed his seat on his coffin. He shouted to the firing squad, hidden in three wagons forming a semi-circle around him: 'Center my heart, boys! Don't mangle my body!' When the shots came, he fell back without a cry."
Some Mormon bashers tediously ty to suggest that Brigham Young directed the massacre and that John Lee was simply following orders. Lee's final denunciation of Young puts the lie to that old canard.
I hadn't heard that particular part. It makes sense though.
From the story, he didn't follow teachings of Brigham Young in many things. I guess he got where he was going.