In the search for what's going on around us, I prefer the bottom up method, beginning from what we can experience (and experiment with) and moving outwards from there as best we can at a measured pace. Many people aren't satisfied with such a procedure; it doesn't give them the answers to the 'big' questions that they crave to have answered. For my part, I'd prefer to say "I don't know" rather than to try to manufacture belief in an answer for which there's little or no evidence.
With regard to your closing comment, you're much too kind (blush). Take care...
Me too snarks.. I lived my life that way, and made a living that way too.. and more..
THEN, one dark stormy night, the wind screamed like a Harpy Eagle killing a Howler Monkey.. I addressed God, or what I thought might be God if there was one.. And challenged "it" (surely god has no gender).. to make itself known to me.. NOTHING HAPPENED.. immediately.. so I went on my way considering myself stupid and weak (in that moment)..
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To wit, the drooling MoonEagle you see before you..
CAUTION: Don't do the same.. Starting all over again can be a scary thing..