You have already illustrated a heroic lack of faith, so how do you propose you could?
Indeed, I am without faith as regards the bible , fairy tales, the boogy man and believing I can shoot par golfing.
Call me practical.
Remember, Peter asked Jesus " can walk on water'?
Jesus supposedly replied, when Peter tried it and almost drowned, 'ye. of little faith".
I contend if a person believes he/she can walk on water that person has plenty of faith!