Yeah.....I've been wondering if/why a SUICIDAL person would do themselves in and leave all those valuable explosives untouched in his apartment.
I read somewhere that one of the warning signs of a suicidal person is that, in addition to the other signs, they start giving their possessions away.
Folks who generally want to commit suicide and succeed appear to be happy and euphoric instead of depressed. Those who do so as a call for help seem depressed and talk about it a lot. That does not mean that someone who talks about suicide won't succeed.