I am too. I think that many have been in similar situations and let their loved one die and now have to do it (be for her murder) so they don't feel guilty that they might have made a mistake (not saying they did in their particular situation)
There must be more in that category than we might realize. At least one of the people "on the other side" at Pinellas Park even sort of confessed that was his motivation. We have seen a few posting these threads who so much as admitted that is why they are on the wrong side.
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