You CAN make it, but you need to think outside the box. I see you support Pope Benedict, so I assume you are Catholic. Have you talked to your priest? In our city, the Church helps people find jobs. It's worth a try.
It is very discouraging when you are in a bad situation, but blaming others for fate and getting a sour attitude makes you less attractive to employers.
Persevere! You can make it, and you will feel so much better about yourself when you do!