Yes, I am having surgery in May. I am not really depressed. The antidepressants help me cope with the chronic pain I have. I have chronic sinusitis and it hasn't gone away little over a year now. This will be my third surgery in one year on my sinuses, the different is this is major surgery. It is a permanent fix to my problems. I am having what is called a frontal sinus obliteration, basically the removal of the frontal sinus. To get them out is quite an ordeal! You can look it up on google if you want more info. After surgery and recovery I will quit the antidepressants as I don't really want to take them.
As far as trusting anyone, i have lost faith in our leaders and justice system as well. And I believe it will only get worse.
Ooohh Halls, I'm so sorry for your chronic pain. The surgery you are having sounds very complicated. I hope it will solve the problem. Chronic pain is horrible. You'll be like a new person when it is gone. Wishing you the very best.
"Ahead of time" prayers. God bless.