I can only imagine the current pain she is going through.
I can imagine it might not be too different from the final moments of consciousness and cognizance and pain recognition as the 'maruta's in Heiliungjang/Northeast China under Dai Nippon Teikoku. Sorry.
Quite frankly, I don't like it when elements of my country, such as Judge Greer and other courts, adopt North Korean values, and those I expect to fight and prevail against those, don't deliver.
Only if your cerebel cortex has been liquefied.