Felos, 'What's the purpose of my life and how can I best fulfill that and how can I be of service to others?'
Your purpose was to show us how evil one person can be.
The best way you could be of service is to pull a Kevorkian and find out about all the euphoria you so fondly talk about.
You all may have seen this article/interview with Felos - but I think it's very important. This "antichrist" believes that he has the power, just by looking into someone's eyes, to know if they want to live or die. (shudder).
http://www.sptimes.com/News/052501/Floridian/The_spirit_and_the_la.shtml