I can't imagine the nightmares you must have from what you witnessed. It was bad enough just living outside NY and hearing the bagpipes everyweekend all during the fall of 2001, weekend after weekend of funerals for NYFD and NYPD. Bad enough to see the cars in the train station parking lot, those marked for ID purposes, the drivers never to return.
I teared up at your snippet of what it was like to have been there and I get angry at those who have forgotten or never cared to begin with. And like you I also will go to the site,but not until we get the proud architect of this human horror, the monster bin laden.
I will pray for you. People forget this was like a pebble in a pond--the rings of victims radiate outward and there are many of us who still suffer.
Thank you. I am touched by your sentiments.