oh valleygal you probably need to get some rest. I was so emotional drained that I would just stop and gusher tears uncontrollably. My hubby felt that I was just going to collapse and has tried to encourage me to step away from the computer, tv, and radio. It was helpful. We actually went out with our daughter , sil, and grandchildren after the service and had a great time of joy and laughter. It helped me a lot.
I was gone all day, too. The break was good but other people I know talked about Terri today, too, and we ended up sharing our frustrations. I began to cry a few times, feeling hopeless about Terri, but thankful for the fellowship here and with my small group and a renewed spirit.
My husband has told me he's worried about my health, too. But I think I'll be fine with a good night's rest. I've felt rum-dum all day, as my MIL says. :)