Me too...actually when the Whittemore ruling came, I just sat there and didn't start crying like I did for the other denials, and I wondered why...I thought "am I just that exhausted?" and then I thought Jesus was putting me at peace. I was angry, but in a weird state...maybe we are going to have an Easter Miracle that we don't know about and while I am still angry at the injustice and still worried about Terri's health, I am feeling more like praying and trusting God and doing whatever we can all do on our ends to help Terri's cause. I even had to go to the drug store to get another heating pad because I have developed a stiff neck from the non stop computer use.
I think God blessed a great man of us with His peace the other night and it continues still.
So sorry for your sore and stiff neck. I have a laptop and I love it. I can lie in bed with pillows behind my back. It's great. I've almost fallen asleep with it on my lap.
Thanks...I've felt lousy all day about this. A very encoraging post.
You want to hear something that got to me today?
Today we went to church for Good Friday. Second year we've done this activity or event. It goes on all day and people just show up when they want. There are rooms set up for reflection and prayer and some activity to do or thing to look at. and each one is a station of the cross. There's a big booklet we get and with each station, there is a verse, a longer scripture passage and a place we can write what we're feeling that pertains to that station.
At one we take communion. My kids and my favorite part is when we get to write things we want forgiveness for on paper, fold it and nail into a big wooden cross. Near the end was a big "tomb" that we went to sit in and you see what was supposed to be the buriel cloth of Jesus. It's a really quiet time, not supposed to talk, lights are low and no more then a few people at each station at a time.
I have said on here all week that I kept hearing God tell me, "Be still and know that I am God".
So guess what the very first verse in the station book was when I opened it?
I cried.