A knot in his stomach. The world watching him. VERY dark circles under his eyes. A desperation...
But that's not the way he thinks. It's all about self. Terri supported him. She worked, he had 6 jobs in 2 years. Even after her collapse, it was about money. Now he has a nice house and 2 kids and he thinks he'll be happy if he can just get rid of the evidence (Terri). We know he's wrong but he didn't EARN anything he has. Terri's settlement money put him through nursing school. NOTHING he has is his. He just doesn't know it. Sooner or later, God will show him.