Just doing what you've done will help you do it the next time you need to write or call. I am the same way at times, but when you get on fire about something, you'll find the strength. I am not good on the phone, either. But others are. We all do our part. :)
Feel proud of what you've done. No matter what happens we have fought hard. I only had a week to really get into this. I haven't been on the other Terri threads because I was staying away from the computer. For those who have been on them for a long time, bless you. I know you must hurt terribly. I hurt terribly. You must hurt even more.