((((hugs)))) for you, too, Awestruck!
A friend who also lost a baby told me that she likes to think that Jesus has a special section of heaven full of rocking chairs where we moms will be able to fill our arms with the little ones who were taken from us so early in their lives.
I don't know about the theology, but I sure like the thought!
I like the thought too! I like babies! and little children.... speaking of children.. my 6 yr old has been talking about Samantha (the little girl who was kidnapped and murdered in California) since she learned about it a couple years ago... she always talks about seeing her in heaven and playing with her... she is my little prayer warrior.. have to pray for every stray animal, martha stewart, and anyone else that catches her fancy...