I am weak and so I truly despise and loathe those who would cause her to continue to suffer. The real suffering begins very soon in dehydration.
I will rot in hell because I hate them for doing this to her.
My sweet friend, you will most definitely NOT "rot in hell" for your feelings.. the Lord knows the goodness of your heart, knows you are human, knows you are weak, and He loves you dearly..
Hugs,
Jenne