That's very interesting piece of autobiographical data. It is not relevant to the Terry Schiavo case though.
So many people seem to be engaging in psychological projection. They seem to think that what THEY "would want", if they were Mrs. Schiavo, is somehow relevant. It is not.
Anyway, I wonder why you have decided that it's so horrible to live on a feeding tube. It is so horrible that you would rather die? For your information, this girl lived on a feeding tube for 7+ years. Now it's been determined she doesn't need it and she leads a normal life.
So her life is perfectly normal except for the feeding tube?
THANK YOU for that term. That's a pretty common thread in those who want to kill this very special, and very loved, woman.