I don't have to have a reason that makes sense, I am angry.
Anger is a natural response to difficulties. It is the first step in actual healing. I think I would wonder about someone who was not angry at having cancer.
I pray God will help you move beyond the anger and find peace.
I guess not. Could you do us all a favor and direct that anger at the Islamo-fascists if you happen to get deployed to Iraq and get a couple in your sights?