I'll respect your request that we not respond to your post with any gratitude, encouragement or kindness, as hard as that is for me.
I can't quite understand from your post just what it is you hoped for or wanted from FReepers when you wrote this to us. Are you angry that you're being deployed? Or, angry at the attitudes you're seeing among the 160? Or, angry at the reasons you perceive for those attitudes? Maybe you just wanted to vent? I'm confused.
If I explained everything in perfect detail, then I probably would not be so angry. Thanks for reading.