It has nothing to do with how many years we've studied or not studied - I have come to personal conclusions which are just my opinion of my 3 yrs of study.
You may have reached different conclusions. I'm not going to argue with anyone on what they believe they have gleaned from studying the scriptures. I don't see the need for you to try to outweigh what I say - it's just my opinion - if it doesn't agree with you - oh well!!
As for "Nethilim" - I have no idea what you're talking about. Even Websters has no reference for the word.
But I find it interesting that a person who claims to have studied the scriptures for so many years would use a screen name which includes the word "magician".