Mineral Man,
If you once embraced GOD and were attempting to do his work, how do you know Satan did not lure you away from GOD.
This kind of struggle happens to people on a daily basis when it comes to tempatations and faith Satan can tempt somebody to the point of leading them away from GOD how do you know that did not happen to you?
Are you also to the point that you need to see Jesus appear right in front of you for you to believe again?
"If you once embraced GOD and were attempting to do his work, how do you know Satan did not lure you away from GOD.
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Sorry, but disbelief in deities also includes disbelief in Satan, another supernatural entity I don't believe in. The two go together.