It doesn't work that way for everyone. Things happen behind closed doors that no one else sees. A giving heart can be destroyed and just the right amount of pain can turn love into horror. And one day, it is like you wake up to what incredible sadness life has become.
And everyone who's ever been married knows that feeling, and dreads it. Solution? You get up and resolve to fix the problem a little at a time. If it can't be fixed, you work on understanding how you got there in the first place, and fixing those mistakes.
If I find my way back to god, it won't be through marriage or church. It will be (yes, here comes the Me, I, Mys) On my own and by myself.
Nope. It will be because God calls you.
And everyone who's ever been married knows that feeling, and dreads it. Solution? You get up and resolve to fix the problem a little at a time. If it can't be fixed, you work on understanding how you got there in the first place, and fixing those mistakes.
Believe me, if it had been that easy, it would have happened. But, like I said...TMI.... It wasn't something that was fixable. It wasn't Ward and June discussing the Beaver forgetting his homework. It was much uglier and darker and sadder...for both of us. Like rotting trees in a drowned valley. There was so many lies, so much deceit, so much pure evil that it was something that pretty much ripped who I was before to shreds and left someone else in her place. I wouldn't want to wish what happened to me on my worst enemy.
But, with that being said.....Yes, I did learn from my mistakes, that was the one positive thing gained from the whole experience. Which is why I don't wish to get married again. For the sakes of all parties!
Nope. It will be because God calls you.
Maybe, mebby not. I have had a couple of wrong numbers so I will be extremely cautious.