Okay! You are nearly 19 years of age?
Ok lad.
For some reason I visualised you as being much older.
BTW...if you've been sexually abused by a person, I suggest you go to your local police department and record it NOW!
I'm a journalist, and I've just come out of a four day sex assault trial, which involved an underage girl being abused by a man 10 years older than her, when she was 10. The crux of the case was early reportage.
Report it NOW!
You may not wish to pursue it, but report it NOW!
I did report the first one, but no one who I talked to really believed me. (It was something like 7 years ago) As for the second, well, it may not be prosecutable because I have no idea where the guy is now. What do you suggest?