I lived my 32 years as a democrat never challenging never questioning their(democrats) judgment.
I was a good little democrat. The kind they want, after all, this is what I elected them to do....to think for me.
When 9-11 happened, for the first time in my adult life I started asking questions. They didn't like that. They liked it when they said, 'vote Clinton' I did. They said, 'vote Clinton again, I did. They said, 'vote Gore' I did. They liked me when I did that. I was one of 'THEM'.
After 9-11, they didn't like me anymore. When I would call my elected officials---the ones I voted for---showing my support of Bush, you would have thought that I was supporting Satan himself. I got into arguments with them. My whole world was suddenly upside down. I was set adrift. I belonged to no one, I had no party, they threw me away.
It took me a year and a half of fighting with my conscious before I took the step that would change everything I thought, felt, believed in. I said good bye to my Southern Democratic hertiage.
If this has happened to me, there must be others who think as I do. I can't be the only one.
I believe that President Bush is a good and decent man with all my heart. I see the war on terror as more than the war in Iraq, it's a continuation. I don't want terrorist blowing up my country. I love my country.
The Kerry supporters must still think the way I used too. September 11, 2001 didn't affect them, but it did me. The shame I carry around with me, being so blind for so many years.
I apologize for this long winded post. But I had say this. I love my country, I just didn't know how much till now.