I feel the same way; it just keeps sneaking up on me......I feel like I should just go sit somewhere and sob....and get it all out at once.
But the visuals just keep coming.
I still cry about 9-11. At the time, I lived next to LAX, in El Segundo. The silence (from having grounded the flights) was DEAFENING.
I personally asked two businesses to lower their flags to half staff...one was the local Post Office, and the other was a BMW repair shop. Both of them were very kind to me, regretting that they hadn't done it yet, and lowered the flags.
Everytime I saw a flag (even regular ones that couldn't be lowered to half-staff), I lost it. I saw the videos, I lost it. This is three years now, and I lost it. It's happening again. I'm sure I'll feel similarly when 41 passes.