[Wait4Truth]

Yes, I do remember you..your name was so close to mine. I guess you can really relate to what I am feeling because you are still feeling a deep sense of loss. Mine is just newer. I am in a place right now where I feel like I can't go anywhere because EVERYWHERE reminds me of Jerry. We did almost everything together so I will have to force myself to go places alone...but not yet. He died three nights ago and I can't handle anything at the moment. I should try to go to sleep..even that is hard. I pray that you will feel better soon and thank you so much for writing what I know was a difficult post. It means a lot to me.

[AppyPappy]

a place right now where I feel like I can't go anywhere because EVERYWHERE reminds me of Jerry.

One day, that will be a great blessing to you. Though we see through the glass dimly, one day it will all be clear to us. That is why we have hope. The most important thing to remember is that there is no "right" way to experience a time of rememberance. You don't hurry it. It is unique to every person. It's OK to feel sad. It's OK to zone out or whatever. The worst thing you can do is fight it. You'll be fine. That's why we are here.