And anyhow, you almost do not exist. Consider the multiplicity of locales where you aren't. Like, say, Madagascar. As far as Madagascar is concerned, you might as well be dead. In fact, since you are only present in one teensy place in the huge universe, the probability of your existence is virtually nil.
So why not kill yourself?...it would not make much of a difference...
Apologies to Stanislaw Lem for this botching of his humorous story.
--Boris