No, I do not. Never did.
I am going to take pity on you and give you a thread to follow. Start with 1980, look for the Canadian free trade agreement, then look at the economics of Mexico at the time and why Mexico was not ready for a similar agreement and then you may see that Ronald Reagan, the father of what we now call NAFTA wanted to provide an economic "stimulus" to the Mexican economy in order to implement his vision. He acted as a politician and while I loved the guy I had no illusions about him as a political animal.